im so stressed right now! with the pressure of exams, remebering my guild pieces(i play piano) and making sure i can get enough money to get my bud cadie a rockin birthday gift. im ready to shoot myself. oh my gawd!!! any advice for a stressed out, on the brink of insanity teen? and the pressure of the perfect first kiss adds a lot of pressure. god i miss my boyfriend. oh but i think i finally found someone for my best bud a church. who knew such cute guys went to church. the ones i seen look like complete nerds. probably shouldnt say that though. but yeah, she came and sat with me during the service and sunshine 2 and 5 ( we call them that because they're that HOT) kept staring at her the entire service. she was not to terribly easy to work with. she is very picky. flippy hair, possibly dyed, is cool with piercings, and all this other great stuff. but for our situation we were practically sunk. I mean honestly how many guys do you see walking around at church at 13 or 15 with a lipring and all that other stuff. sunshine 5 didnt have it but he was really working the studded belt. My bud was really liking it. AND I MEAN REALLY LIKING IT!!!! i still miss my boyfriend. he is like my best friend. i sent him a love note with my other best friend carriefan4ever. she is his cousin and was the one who hooked my up!



THANKS A MILLION CARRIEFAN!!!! I OWE YOU SO MANY HUGS!!!! YOU GOT ME MY FIRST BOYFRIEND.*RUNS DOWN THE STREET INTO CARRIEFANS HOUSE AND HUGS HER, SCARING THE LIVING DAYLIGHTS OUT OF HER* THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU,*GASPS FOR AIR* THANKYOU!!!!!!!

OH YEAH, AND A BIG THANKYOU TO MY BEST BUD! WHO IS GOING TO HELP ME WITH MY KISSING PROBLEM!!!!!

HELLS TO THE YEAH. IM GONNNA GET KISSED!!!
THANKS MY BUDDIES!!!

OH AND THANKS YOU CADIE FOR ALL THE WISE WORDS OF ADVICE AND ALL THE GUIDENCE. YOU KEPT ME FROM BECOMING AN UNWED TEENAGE MOTHER! JUST JOKING JUST JOKING. MORE POWER TO YOU CADIE!!!!

LOVE YA BETCH!!!!!!!!!

I FEEL LIKE I JUST WON AN AWARD. AND THIS SOUNDS LIKE MY ACCEPTANCE SPEECH.LOL.